Feeling crappy today. Sorry for no wit, sarcasm, or interesting tidbits.
Did you ever feel like you should just quit because you totally suck? That's how I feel. I totally suck and I want to quit. Feeling like I have nothing of any value to offer anybody.
One of those days where I just want to sit around all angsty, but wtf, I'm almost twenty-seven years old. I don't get that luxury anymore. I should have enjoyed it while I could, when I was seventeen.
Also having an 'I should get a tattoo' day. 'I should get a tattoo' days are never good. 'I should get a tattoo' days are worse than 'I should get a haircut' days. Today I am thinking about tiny baby footprints tattooed on the tops of my feet.
Today I feel so very pregnant, and that scares the flippin' hell out of me. Scares me so much that I will not take a pregnancy test. I will just consider myself un-pregnant (?) until proven otherwise. Maybe when I do have another baby, we won't find out I'm pregnant till five or six months along. That would be fan friggen tastic. Oh and if I get pregnant again, I'm pretty much thinking about an unassisted pregnancy and childbirth. Unless some midwife in southwest Michigan wants to offer homebirth services for free or really cheap.
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me today. I hate these days. I hate feeling worthless.
My Mom Body (aaay_macaroni)
3 days ago